un-saddist.

pure tired after 2 weeks of sch..
i'm afraid i can't cope wif yr 2's work..
sigh..it's only the beginning and i'm starting to feel lethargic sia..-_-"
haiz..pray pray pray..
whee!crystal jade after sch today!wahaha.=p
oh mann.i'm scared excited and all other mixed feelings for the upcoming june family camp!!
pat ong said i'll b serving as a drummer..!!
GOSH!!i'm scared la.cos eng and hokkien styles are so super super different!!
it'll sound pweety weird i guess..cos cos cos.hokkien worship not as HOT like english wan lo.
den wad if i accidentally play hokkien style for eng worship songs??..=/DIE.
scared scared scared!!!getting cold feet now~
pat ong say i'll hafta start listening to eng worship cds now.
plus train and watch uncle winston while he drum.
i hafta learn fast..oh mann...really scared scared scared lo!=/hmmm.
oh yay!!i'm so happie for sugar today=)
she managed to see her dardar twice and talked to him today..(",)
it's FATE!!haha.she cried and sacrifice so much for him without him knowing and now she's happie=)can say that her hard work is paid off.haha.yay yayy yayyy!!
remembered this verse suddenly.."LOVE is a willingness to face the risks in order to see your sweetheart's dreams come true"..
aiyo.ate so much for lunch jus now..
sugar and my stomach BLOATED ler..
BuRpEd~~phew.=p
yawns..gg for clinical soon..tired tired tired...........................................................
alrites.guess i'll stop here.
jiayou kenneth for a-maths!!
jiayou sheena and shermaine for biology!!
jiayou my lao-mei and lao-di for ur exams!!
GOD bless all of yew!!!(",)
JOHN14:1="Do not let your hearts be troubled.Trust in God,trust also in me."

painful.

first day of second week of sch.
lurve my sub-grp now.
all jokers wan..hahaha.(",)
hmm..it's been i long tym since i blogged.
lazy plus tired tired really tired..
went thru mny tings dese few days..
quite upset abt mny tings..
God noes onli.pls HEAL me!!=(
yep.lets tok abt other tings..
super cold now.
it's raining.thunders and lightnings.
ooh.BrrRrR!!=/
saw edwin today in the canteen during lunch break=)
still as cool as eva ah?hahaha.
he hit my head today when he saw me loh!
i'm already veh short ler kay guy.haha.
he's another cute joker lah.
damn funnie the way he speaks and walk.
heh heh..oh yar!
thanks for the home-cooked barley.porridge.and strepsils when i was sick!haha.
really appreciated it!..
anyway,to tink abt it.
i tink GOD's really wonderful.
though i went thru so mny tings each day,HE placed so mny so mny ppl in my lives to take care of me and comfort me..i'm grateful for HIS love for me.
i lurve u guys too.MUACKS.(",)
yeah.deep from my heart.
well.i guess i'll just hafta pray hard ba?=)
alrights.gotta end here now.
off to clinical lab!!WHEE!=)

u decide.

first day of sch today.
time passes really quickly.
i'm yr 2 now!!
gosh..
joelle stressed that dis yr is the toughest.
cannot slack slack ler..=(
ADD OIL ADD OIL.
okay.i'm half DOWN today.
i felt so bad for wad i said to him today.
dun wana let u habour any chance.
so i guess wad i did was right.
thanks for everything u've done for me.
really appreciated it all,but i tink it's still betta for us to remain as frens.
all i can say is I'M SORRY...

how GREAT is our GOD!!

love love love.
why is it so confusing?
sorry but i'm just not ready for a true and real relationship yet.
i'm truely sorry.
just wana focus on GOD right now.
forgive me.